I hate "making resolutions". I seem to break the resolutions I make, so it would seem as if a resolution would be my own undoing. Because, as people, we are in a constant state of evolution, it's hard to predict where the year will take us. However, there are somethings I would love to see happen. So here are a few of my "I -don't-want-to-call-them-resolutions."
Post List) I want the following list to not sound cliche. However, I think it has drifted in to such, but I am being honest.
1.) Obviously to continue to grow as person while making improvements both mentally, physically, and spiritually. (This is a nicer way of saying lose weight and be good, dumbass LOL)
2.) I want to try new things.
3.) I want to remain true to myself. I want to be bolder, stronger, and more independent. I want to be able to stand up for myself.
4.) I do not want to get too wrapped up in trivial things and pay attention to what matters. To explain myself more --- Yes, I want to indulge in the things that make me happy. However, right now, I feel some of my happiness has become deluded and is taking the shift away from the things that matter --- like family and friends.
5.) I want to stop taking myself and the trivial games so seriously.
6.) I want the rainbow bus wheels to keep turning. We have been through so much already, and I know we have a lot of steam left in us. There is a reason we all met, and I know I am one of the luckiest people alive to have you all in my life. I don't want to squander this for trivial things. I want to celebrate it. You all have done more for me than you will ever know, and I love you.
7.) I want LOVE.
CLICHE ALERT ---> I want to be happy. I feel like I have really grown a lot these last few years. I have been blessed. I want that continued blessing in year "lucky '07". I have a feeling there are going to be some tough parts --- heck, I am turning 21 --- but I know I can make it. I just hope ... for the best.
Happy New Year '07 Everyone ! I wish you all the best! :D